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I was sitting at a shiny conference table researching a case and prepping my witnesses when I noticed that the old man I was talking to had cat's eyes. These hallucinations are getting worse. I'm trying to pretend to work, to play along, and try not to look like I noticed his pupils aren't round. I check many times, I go back to my outline, I take notes...but he still has cat's eyes.

I remember years ago that when I sort of reformed was during a long drive, that somehow stuck with my brain and no radio all that time kind of fixed some problems I have having - and was far more fixed after that. I had 2 3-4 hour drives this week, 2 3-hour drives the week before this, and stuck with my brain just kind of realized that I'm really angry. Not like José angry, or cute ranty, just angry. I keep thinking about things, but no matter what I thought of it was a reason to be angry (and what to do about it). The thing I realized was the anger started, then the brain sought a reason to be angry. I don't have reasons to be angry, not real ones. But the feeling remains.

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I win! I had my first "Aw man, cool shirt!" Comment to my offensive phrase / obscure band t-shirt. Of course, it was in trader joe's. Still...I feel like a guy with a clicker in an axe commercial! Eat your heart out Indie Pete!

My me-made adult swim t-shirts are now being shipped. Yeah, I've been 20 for about 20 years and I'm still all about expressing myself on t-shirts. And bumper stickers. That's the cool thing about having a double-digit IQ - you really can express your views (including foundation and analysis) on t-shirts. Next, sleeves that say "My feelings."

I just had the suspected rude twat schedule a meeting with me for tomorrow morning. I worked this entire past weekend which resulted in several reports and emails, none of which received so much as a peep of a response. Lack of criticism, I called it. I spent this week prepping witnesses, resulting in tons of comp time and some long days. My boss suggested I take time off to be fresh next week and I did - in writing and everything. On her way out the door today, the suspected twat fired off an appointment scheduler to do a 9:30 am meeting tomorrow on the cases for next week. I was actually ok with it, but my poor boss was the one holding back the profanities and stepping in and out of line with how inconsiderate and assinine that move was. Me, I noted to my boss ONLY that a pre-hearing last-min-conference after the witnesses were prepped was probably reasonable - it's just the fact she ignored all the early input to do some last minute shit as though we have nothing else to do...I might take hte call in murky tomorrow morning.