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Housewarming will be April 7.
You have been warned.

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Driving home an old song needed to be played loud. I don't know why. It's been ages since I've felt like that, when the music had to be loud enough to drown out...something. What? What do I feel? What is this feeling?

Oh god I need a drink. I imagine someone watching me, that hunger satiated as the burn warms. I watch someone else, a knowing look. Or is it? Is it just a feeling with music played over it to mimich depth - the MTV gimmick to cover the shallow. Wish today was a lecture day - there might be beer in the lobby. Law school is the one place I know where it is somewhat common to drink during class.

I'm a man. I have a strong feeling but I don't know what it is. I don't know why. I don't care to know. I don't know if I should, or what I'm supposed to do about it now that have it. I just want to drown it out, or maybe feel it more...it's not clear. The song, the loud, the alcohol - it adds to it, amplifies the feeling, or is it masking it? Surplanting it with a different

I don't know.