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I'm sorry.

I am in my break, but I am going to neglect my friends. I only have about two weeks to play with before I return to school, and
I'm exhausted. I need to rest, watch crap, and blow up aliens. The recuperation is extremely important before I jump back into the abuse next term. I'm burnt to a crisp. Brain no soak uppy any more. Need more brain-space for stuffing.
I'm out of shape and need the gym for the physical rehab post-finals, and to cure the malaise from being burnt out on work/school. Hulk would smash but neck still sore and triceps a little hazy...
One of my best friends is about to move away so I'm kinda very-high-prioritizing my time with her before she goes. Yeah that sounds goofy to say but shutthefuckup about it. Any other friend who spends every weekend with me over a few years and then leaves the country may receive similar treatment.
I'm something a very special someone and am spending many of my few spare moments with her. Things are new and you know how that goes. It's like the last frame of an Akbar and Jeff strip. Only, with a girl. Kinda. Details to follow but not soon.

So I kinda feel like ass because I'm just starting to panic as I realize that all these half-formed plans in my head to hang out with X Y & Z while doing A B & C just can't happen in the time I have. I might as well admit that once again I'm about to neglect my friends and relationships. Please understand, and please understand that I am sorry.