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Dec. 17th, 2005 10:53 amSo I'm weird right now. Many changes in my life these past few months, and some more to come.
I finished my last exam Thursday. I don't know how I did on either of them, and for once I'm not too concerned. Not that I am confident I did well - I just don't care much right now.
The girl introduced me to firefly - was pleased.
Now I am in work-mode without the work. I know I have a million errands to run and things to do, but none of it is "due on monday." I keep catching myself planning attacks, trying to figure out what to do when...but what I need to do is relax. Stop rushing, cramming, consolidating, expediting.
One of my favorite peeps is about to move away.
I have to return to the gym in force. I've been slacking and eating due to competing obligations, but that has all wrapped up. At the same time, I have to use good form and not screw things up by jumping in too fast or sloppily.
That holiday thing is around the corner and I've done almost nothing for anyone. I'm not a holiday person per se, but I like to do things for people. I've been really bad about that since the time to do that is when I'm slammed with finals. I'm a bad son/friend.
I'm in a weird head-space, though happy. I'm worried that I'll recover from school about the time it starts up again. Next semester will be a lot more demanding, well could be.
Tonight a party then the final scary tool.
I finished my last exam Thursday. I don't know how I did on either of them, and for once I'm not too concerned. Not that I am confident I did well - I just don't care much right now.
The girl introduced me to firefly - was pleased.
Now I am in work-mode without the work. I know I have a million errands to run and things to do, but none of it is "due on monday." I keep catching myself planning attacks, trying to figure out what to do when...but what I need to do is relax. Stop rushing, cramming, consolidating, expediting.
One of my favorite peeps is about to move away.
I have to return to the gym in force. I've been slacking and eating due to competing obligations, but that has all wrapped up. At the same time, I have to use good form and not screw things up by jumping in too fast or sloppily.
That holiday thing is around the corner and I've done almost nothing for anyone. I'm not a holiday person per se, but I like to do things for people. I've been really bad about that since the time to do that is when I'm slammed with finals. I'm a bad son/friend.
I'm in a weird head-space, though happy. I'm worried that I'll recover from school about the time it starts up again. Next semester will be a lot more demanding, well could be.
Tonight a party then the final scary tool.