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Oct. 12th, 2005 07:30 amgoddamnit LJ is not helping
I'll just talk about law school then. Last night I decided to poke around my law school schedule and see what the next two years of my business life look like. This semester isn't so bad, and it's over in about 7 weeks. That seems like a short time, except I'm facing a bit of burnout right now. My concentration is utterly fucked, particularly in labor law which I took for the job I didn't get. I could not care less about this subject and the teacher's voice is annoying. I turn off the internet and still my mind drags me away to more important matters and pictures. Still, I can see the end of this term around the calendar. If I postpone my exam to do the training in WV I'll have it 12/21 - I may do this because I've been asked to do the training, also because it grants me more study time!
Next term will have one more class than this one, and it starts about 3 weeks after this one ends (Jan 9) ending mid-May. It's cold all that time so who cares? All I'll miss are hard nipples tucked into sweaters and parkas.
I was wrong - it is the top 20% that is graduatingwith honors cum laude, not the top 25%. I'm probably not going to make it, but that's ok. I'm not going to stop trying, hell now that I realize I could do more in school I might even try harder. The difference is a bit of perspective - I'm less likely to freak out over a bad or mediocre grade.
I know i'm fucked when a song called Bugnology seems emotionally intense.
Oh - and people walking around talking into invisible mikes and sharktooths...you're all the fucking borg. Assimilate this...
ANOTHER EDIT
Damnit - I can't concentrate on work but I need to. I tried to switch from electro-music to oldies, but do you know when I tried to look up "oldies" the list of stations was "oldies from the 70s and 80s." 80s? Oldies? WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME, AND SHUT UP ABOUT IT! To me oldies are 40s, 50s, maybe 60s. 80s? When I graduated HS? < insert sobbing sounds here > Ah there we go - "The best german and international oldies and lovesongs" is playing an original Evita score. Not as gay as showtunes but pretty close.
I'll just talk about law school then. Last night I decided to poke around my law school schedule and see what the next two years of my business life look like. This semester isn't so bad, and it's over in about 7 weeks. That seems like a short time, except I'm facing a bit of burnout right now. My concentration is utterly fucked, particularly in labor law which I took for the job I didn't get. I could not care less about this subject and the teacher's voice is annoying. I turn off the internet and still my mind drags me away to more important matters and pictures. Still, I can see the end of this term around the calendar. If I postpone my exam to do the training in WV I'll have it 12/21 - I may do this because I've been asked to do the training, also because it grants me more study time!
Next term will have one more class than this one, and it starts about 3 weeks after this one ends (Jan 9) ending mid-May. It's cold all that time so who cares? All I'll miss are hard nipples tucked into sweaters and parkas.
I was wrong - it is the top 20% that is graduating
I know i'm fucked when a song called Bugnology seems emotionally intense.
Oh - and people walking around talking into invisible mikes and sharktooths...you're all the fucking borg. Assimilate this...
ANOTHER EDIT
Damnit - I can't concentrate on work but I need to. I tried to switch from electro-music to oldies, but do you know when I tried to look up "oldies" the list of stations was "oldies from the 70s and 80s." 80s? Oldies? WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME, AND SHUT UP ABOUT IT! To me oldies are 40s, 50s, maybe 60s. 80s? When I graduated HS? < insert sobbing sounds here > Ah there we go - "The best german and international oldies and lovesongs" is playing an original Evita score. Not as gay as showtunes but pretty close.
