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I think I had my last "Adam" night before last night. Last night should have been very fun, the right people were there, Adam was his usual sweetie self, the music pointedly did not suck (except for the guy spinning inbetween Phil and Adam, well and everything on the oontz floor), I had just the right amount of energy, hell it was my first time not slugging away at homework for maybe a month or so. I just...wasn't there. It wasn't a bad night, lots of my friends had a great night, but I just wasn't feeling it.

I will probably hook up with a girl with X's on her hands just for old-time's sake...
I came up with this funny idea - I was going to walk up to girls with X's on their hands and order them to kiss me. If any obliged the intent was to say "Thanx" and walk away. It was less funny with a dearth of X's, and most of the people having them kinda...well not something I wanted to kiss. I did finally run into one cute girl with X's, who was very nice...and then I realized the joke was just rude and mean.

I saw Kim, who I went to the last night of Poseur's with. Hee! Saw Michelle for the first time in a million years off-line. Got home last night to find Melanie called me.

Change. It's here, again, whether I like it or not. If the circumstances around me don't change, then I do. I know that's good, but it still leaves little bits of...a mild kind of sad.

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Stock market down 200 points in a day.

Former preacher former president Jimmy Carter notes that the US "doesn't give a damn about the poor." This is a guy who understands what the right wing is supposed to be about. In fact, it amazes me that people haven't repaired the ideological rift between what the republicans should be, hands off both fiscally and morally, where traditionally the democrats were the ones pushing big social and fiscal policies.
http://news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&u=/nm/20050414/ts_nm/economy_aid_carter_dc_4

Boobie implants war rages on with FDA. You'll forgive me if a) I like small athletic builds, including the chest, b) I am sickened by cosmetic surgery rather than hours of suffering in the gym or exercising outside, c) I don't understand wanting something fake. While you're pursuing girls with fake boobs, how about a loveless marriage?