Feb. 24th, 2005

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Today is going to be weird. Law crap )

Honestly check: I post and comment with spell check. I SUCK at spelling.

Speaking of honesty, a bit of insight on how I make fun of others. I was making fun of someone for getting naked for attention, though I admitted part of the reason that behavior sickens me is that I do it too. I still have people coo and ahh at my muscles, putting myself on display. You really loathe the mistakes you made, the ones you still make. Do as I say not as I do! It's one of the things I hate about "scene." Anyone can throw on a costume and feel pretty. I like that sometimes, I hate it sometimes. I hate it when people lose track of the reality of the situation - for some reason while I got to "feel pretty," I never lost track of the fact that I was just some short plain guy. Others seem to really believe that they are special somehow, that they deserve the attention they get, and that the attention is someone based on them rather than their costume (or lack thereof). It bothers me too because I'm not immune to it - looks work on me. Naked and hot is hard to ignore, even if when your brain catches up with your mind you're filled with ick. Naked and not-hot just screams "You can get a mirror at Wal-mart for $10, and it's worth every penny not to embarrass yourself."

While making fun of them, I noted that you never see a pretty girl naked, or a pretty whore. You see a lot of hot ones, but pretty girls don't need to take off their clothes to get attention. It's the same thing with the gym. I said this to a friend yesterday, who was holding back the impulse to point out that I'm a gym nut. Yeah duh, I'm insulting a group of people to which I belong. Pretty people don't work out a lot, and I work out a lot. No, that wasn't an oversight in my combining observations, I know damn well I'm plain. On a good day I'll stand out as hot, I've got some features, but I'm a short plain guy. I don't really mind - perhaps if I was just pretty I wouldn't try as hard as I do. I have no regrets about the gym, and I'm not terribly ashamed of what genetics gave me. There is never a reason to be proud or ashamed of genetics, though you should consider your share when you determine if you are going to breed or not.

Does everyone fight the temptation to replace their wardrobe with t-shirts from http://www.dieselsweeties.com? I once complemented someone for their AYBABTU t-shirt. Is that the next step in pathetic, identifying with the web sites you visit? Egads man...

LJ makes me think of this tard on the metro - his phone went off and he let it ring for a long time so we could all hear his funky rhyme. He held the phone open pretending to check who it was, but he was really just showing off the phone and screen while his song still played. Then he answered. The dood could hardly fucking talk - he had nothing to say and was clearly unable to express himself. So, all that primp and nothing to back it up. LJ is the same way...complex backgrounds, descriptions that are plagiarized from bad poetry, spinning images, ugly and/or naked picture icons...and no words. I swear half of LJ is just quiz posts..."Look! I can answer 5 multiple choice questions, then C&P a block of crap!"
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I didn't finish my paper, I just gave up writing it. I think if I weren't trying I'd do better - I just jam up and get nervous. Anyway, I just saw an email that indicated that several of my tardish classmates were begging about the deadline...asking if it would be pushed back because of the snow. Huh? We submit our damn papers electronically! Perhaps their steaming piles will steam more than mine. I put a lot of time in on this thing, though my product won't reflect that. I might not be good, smart, or um...smart, but I make up for my brain-stuff weaknesses with organization and effort.

Poseurs.com is back up, and I'm back on as Vicar on the Ravage Lust column. Read the intro, I still love that thing today (also here under memories as "Ravage Lust Intro").

This city is full of confused size queens. First they all whine about anything less than 8", now the whole city is freaking about 6" white. What, you want it smaller when it's white? I still see nothing but blacktop.

[profile] loachie has noticed that it might be time to really consider moving to a civilized country while this republican guy files suit to obtain medical records of people who had abortions to try and prosecute them for crimes: http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?file=/news/archive/2005/02/24/national/a042622S76.DTL

Ok you think I'm being perverse? Here is a guy that is suing a woman who sued him for paternity...6 years ago he received oral sex from her, somehow she kept his jism and used it to impregnate herself. He only found out about it 2 years later (from the paternity suit). He claims his sperm was stolen - she claims ownership as it was a GIFT. Wow. Fiction, step aside for truth and law.
http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&cid=514&e=7&u=/ap/20050224/ap_on_re_us/sperm_theft

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