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Sep. 4th, 2004 07:04 amI know that this long post will be ignored - it's a Saturday and no one reads on the weekend. It's 6:40 AM and I've been up for an hour. Why? "What sin hath I committed..."
I'm torn. As I'm studying constitutional law, I'm finding myself really wishing
I had known, studied, and cared about history and government earlier.
I could serve in this country, in politics. That I made a bigger difference.
At the same time I'm sick of all this. I have a huge urge to run out to the club tonight and just be a sexual object. Show my meat, attract and shoot down, drink to get high, use sex for power and then later that night mix the two. I feel like I'm the most beautiful person that has ever thought about these things. I think more people need to stare at the hard work I put on this body, it's delicious. All this cerebral time makes me want to go primal.
( Long post on politics )
Perhaps I'm the Manchurian candidate, raised by drag queens! Soon, my darlings, a bomb of FABULOUSNESS will be set off in Washington to send waves of bee-you-tee-full out across this rainbowey land! You can go to church if you want, sisters, but you can throw on a dress and kick up your heels too! Now break out those platforms and let's work!
I'm torn. As I'm studying constitutional law, I'm finding myself really wishing
I had known, studied, and cared about history and government earlier.
I could serve in this country, in politics. That I made a bigger difference.
At the same time I'm sick of all this. I have a huge urge to run out to the club tonight and just be a sexual object. Show my meat, attract and shoot down, drink to get high, use sex for power and then later that night mix the two. I feel like I'm the most beautiful person that has ever thought about these things. I think more people need to stare at the hard work I put on this body, it's delicious. All this cerebral time makes me want to go primal.
( Long post on politics )
Perhaps I'm the Manchurian candidate, raised by drag queens! Soon, my darlings, a bomb of FABULOUSNESS will be set off in Washington to send waves of bee-you-tee-full out across this rainbowey land! You can go to church if you want, sisters, but you can throw on a dress and kick up your heels too! Now break out those platforms and let's work!
