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Feb. 20th, 2004 10:41 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vicarzThis is going to be an UGLY spring. UGLY. By UGLY I mean I am going to in a state of um...wow I want one of everything. I'm working full-time and in school, which is to say I have no life, no time. I've really tried to put my hormones off to the side, in-check, and had some success. Not much. BUT it's cold so everyone is a gender-neutral bear, no problem. Who needs sex, no not me. I can go for hours, uh months w/o sex! I am too busy, I have other things going on, I'm pursuing other areas of my life, I'm interested in more meaningful...
It's getting warmer. Skin is emerging. Hip-huggers and exposed bellies are still quite in. Two girls in short shirts, one in a skirt with athletic legs, had me very distracted in contracts. It really sucks to be actively trying to not stare at someone in class. I'm sure the professor is saying something important - and hell she's cute too. Must...listen...to...words. Stop...thinking...about...is it a Mrs. Robinson fantasy if she's about my age?
I am doomed, DOOMED when it gets warm. I need to find strength, anything to show some façade of dignity, to not objectify or be seen as objectifying every body...I mean person around me. Person. People. People with skin, skin that feels so good when it quivers as you run your tongue across...
This is going to be one ugly spring.
It's getting warmer. Skin is emerging. Hip-huggers and exposed bellies are still quite in. Two girls in short shirts, one in a skirt with athletic legs, had me very distracted in contracts. It really sucks to be actively trying to not stare at someone in class. I'm sure the professor is saying something important - and hell she's cute too. Must...listen...to...words. Stop...thinking...about...is it a Mrs. Robinson fantasy if she's about my age?
I am doomed, DOOMED when it gets warm. I need to find strength, anything to show some façade of dignity, to not objectify or be seen as objectifying every body...I mean person around me. Person. People. People with skin, skin that feels so good when it quivers as you run your tongue across...
This is going to be one ugly spring.
