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Nov. 28th, 2003 08:12 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vicarzI'm really annoyed about my t-day plan failure. AM-finish compiling outline for contracts. After-Econ, Even - Torts. I haven't yet finished my Contracts outline. Boy do I know what to keep up on a weekly basis next semester. I cannot figure out why this takes me so long.
I decided to see my dad after all on t-day. I forget his situation. I forget about the cancer, then I pretend it's gone. It's not, and no treatments will follow. His wife was a source of embarrassment only twice last night, egads. Remind me never to settle, never. I should have played it off better than I did - did he want support that he was right or just to minimize the damage? I went with negativity, more natural for me. "Why is she yelling all that?"
Ladytron in my car hauling down the parkway at night gambling that the cops would be familying. I love the feeling when you've pushed the car on the freshly damp pavement to slide just a tad, start to slip, pushing control away next to cliffs, gorgeous. Regulated disorder, a constant lid on chaos or emotion. When did it become habit, where release was more difficult than control? I know what steel and glass feel like, and they don't hurt, not at first. They just crunch and then there's that smell/taste.
People that go slow on curves then accelerate quickly and speed on straightaways suck. What good is speed if you can't feel it?
I thought about going to Nation last night, but when I was almost won over, I realized they might not play Ladytron all night. I've worked my way up to LCD (why are my favorite songs always 2 minutes long?) Some parts sound like old sioxse, some like thomas dolby, some like kraftwerk. I would go to a Ladytron show. Think I can talk Psyche into bringing me a small Ladytron t-shirt?
Ladytron is simple music. I like it. I move slowly when I study, very slow. Poor social skills. Constantly saying dumb things and then doing damage control. I'm wondering if maybe I'm dumb. It would explain a lot. Sl-ow.
I don't mind new music sucking. New music sucks. Playing old songs while you rap about shit you never did sucks. Girls from Detroit faking british accents suck. Mickey mouse girls gone 'bad' with pre-made music and columns of synchronized dancers suck. Music is being further centralized and controlled by distribution companies. Why don't I care? Because there are decades of cool songs already out there. Everything is on disc somewhere, will it be lost? I think it's so easy to store now that 10s of generations will have fun music, even if nothing new is produced at all. Or we could fixate on the net - Badger mushroom, moon, whee, AYB...I should make the time to see Plink. Local music - there will always be an old building.
If you go to tools, autocorrect options, you can tell it to stop auto creating quote marks that go left and right - this makes typing in word much easier to transfer over if you spell as awful as I do, or get as annoyed by the frequent post munches on LJ. It's time they gave the ability to edit responses!
Damnit I'm getting hooked on queer eye. I'm ready to throw out my furniture and stop buying wash n' wear from target. Well, perhaps not. Last night they turned a biker man into Bowie, that was absolute magic.
I think the vinyl party is on. Day is still under consideration, fri or sat still unsure. Either is great for me, but I'd like a bunch of people coz I see that school has me unavailable. 19 or 20.
I decided to see my dad after all on t-day. I forget his situation. I forget about the cancer, then I pretend it's gone. It's not, and no treatments will follow. His wife was a source of embarrassment only twice last night, egads. Remind me never to settle, never. I should have played it off better than I did - did he want support that he was right or just to minimize the damage? I went with negativity, more natural for me. "Why is she yelling all that?"
Ladytron in my car hauling down the parkway at night gambling that the cops would be familying. I love the feeling when you've pushed the car on the freshly damp pavement to slide just a tad, start to slip, pushing control away next to cliffs, gorgeous. Regulated disorder, a constant lid on chaos or emotion. When did it become habit, where release was more difficult than control? I know what steel and glass feel like, and they don't hurt, not at first. They just crunch and then there's that smell/taste.
People that go slow on curves then accelerate quickly and speed on straightaways suck. What good is speed if you can't feel it?
I thought about going to Nation last night, but when I was almost won over, I realized they might not play Ladytron all night. I've worked my way up to LCD (why are my favorite songs always 2 minutes long?) Some parts sound like old sioxse, some like thomas dolby, some like kraftwerk. I would go to a Ladytron show. Think I can talk Psyche into bringing me a small Ladytron t-shirt?
Ladytron is simple music. I like it. I move slowly when I study, very slow. Poor social skills. Constantly saying dumb things and then doing damage control. I'm wondering if maybe I'm dumb. It would explain a lot. Sl-ow.
I don't mind new music sucking. New music sucks. Playing old songs while you rap about shit you never did sucks. Girls from Detroit faking british accents suck. Mickey mouse girls gone 'bad' with pre-made music and columns of synchronized dancers suck. Music is being further centralized and controlled by distribution companies. Why don't I care? Because there are decades of cool songs already out there. Everything is on disc somewhere, will it be lost? I think it's so easy to store now that 10s of generations will have fun music, even if nothing new is produced at all. Or we could fixate on the net - Badger mushroom, moon, whee, AYB...I should make the time to see Plink. Local music - there will always be an old building.
If you go to tools, autocorrect options, you can tell it to stop auto creating quote marks that go left and right - this makes typing in word much easier to transfer over if you spell as awful as I do, or get as annoyed by the frequent post munches on LJ. It's time they gave the ability to edit responses!
Damnit I'm getting hooked on queer eye. I'm ready to throw out my furniture and stop buying wash n' wear from target. Well, perhaps not. Last night they turned a biker man into Bowie, that was absolute magic.
I think the vinyl party is on. Day is still under consideration, fri or sat still unsure. Either is great for me, but I'd like a bunch of people coz I see that school has me unavailable. 19 or 20.
