Silly hugh, cause I am gonna ask anyway. :) You posted, "Is that assessment of its value accurate? Is that value to me or to someone else?"
I would like your advice.
When you realize that something in your life - it's value isn't that of your own but yet something that has been ingrained through your childhood. How do you fucking let go? How do you get rid of it? I truly feel differently about things but I feel these thoughts and feelings creep up about things and when I analyze them deeply they don't really belong to me yet they are a source of guilt or pain.
And besides you kinda of stated that you were good at pulling back and questioning. Any thoughts on moving forward?
I ask you this because you are a straight forward, tell you how it is kind of person (over the internet). You are a bit quieter in person. I met you at a party at Andrea's house one time.
Anyway, if you have an opinion or thought give it because I value it.
May I ask a question?
Date: 2003-10-01 10:45 am (UTC)I would like your advice.
When you realize that something in your life - it's value isn't that of your own but yet something that has been ingrained through your childhood. How do you fucking let go? How do you get rid of it? I truly feel differently about things but I feel these thoughts and feelings creep up about things and when I analyze them deeply they don't really belong to me yet they are a source of guilt or pain.
And besides you kinda of stated that you were good at pulling back and questioning. Any thoughts on moving forward?
I ask you this because you are a straight forward, tell you how it is kind of person (over the internet). You are a bit quieter in person. I met you at a party at Andrea's house one time.
Anyway, if you have an opinion or thought give it because I value it.
*signed.
a formerly olympic gymnast *lol*