Hokey continued - my dad was an uptight ass until his life was ruined, then he bottomed out and got better. He stayed poor as dirt, but was a much better - and happier - person, and referred to how he used to be such a tightass. I don' think he pulled his head out of his ass until he was in his 50s.
Yes, I've tried to be decent for ages. You have some friends you've known for years. Your posts span years and are honest. I mean you compost for the love of cheese - you're doing good things. I noticed you - you're noticeable. Um...don't stop improving and where you are is in part the work you did for decades already? Those graduate level degrees you're sporting?
Yes, anything worth doing takes a long time and is hard. I know, cliche but there it is.
Shit the holidays are DEPRESSING. My jaded evil fb posts are not by accident during the holidays; they're more a balance for the syrupy joy-posts liars blast to cover their insecurities. I try to let my sad folks know they're not alone...but that's another subject.
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Re: Yay! José thinks I'm decent!
Date: 2014-12-26 03:58 pm (UTC)Yes, I've tried to be decent for ages. You have some friends you've known for years. Your posts span years and are honest. I mean you compost for the love of cheese - you're doing good things. I noticed you - you're noticeable. Um...don't stop improving and where you are is in part the work you did for decades already? Those graduate level degrees you're sporting?
Yes, anything worth doing takes a long time and is hard. I know, cliche but there it is.
Shit the holidays are DEPRESSING. My jaded evil fb posts are not by accident during the holidays; they're more a balance for the syrupy joy-posts liars blast to cover their insecurities. I try to let my sad folks know they're not alone...but that's another subject.