vicarz | This is actually vaguebooking

So this week for working out was ruined as I was ... floored with a cold, I like to think understandably exhausted. Still, it's hard to think much about my workouts when I'm about to be laid up for a month or more. Tomorrow I do squats...should I even bother? Should I try hard? Should I do cardio/prowler laps?

I've started thinking about what to have in the house, dreading the long stairs up, and trying to decide what things I need to function. My mom coming - is that actually helpful? Where do I put her and me? I will fucking need the tv. Seriously, an elevated old person toilet seat? I'm sort of walking around trying to imagine my ass hurting intensely and figuring out what I can and cannot do. Laptop must be out - the aeron chair might be impossible.

I should get an air mattress. This means I need to clear out this 2nd room or at least make space for that.

I did get a lot of beer. That'll really chase the percocet down.

I'm set up at work - notice went out, calendar reflecting a month away, I can totally punt on the hearing being anytime soon. There is a reason I save up all my sick leave - and the first week is actually my unused annual use or lose.

I'm fucking terrified.