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[vicarz]

I need to write something. My stupidity, my ignorance, my inexperience is now a crushing weight and not just on me. I yearn for my gaggle of best confidants to sit as a panel, but there is no advice I can be offered. There are things I'm supposed to know and need to learn. I feel like I'm caught in a tide but while clumsy I theoretically know how to swim.

I'm sick of metaphors.

I'm having a whole new fight with myself.

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[shutterbug.livejournal.com]

Hug? *hug*

This place you are in, with the crushing weight and desire for advice panel? Yeah, been there. Worse sometimes is even when you get them together, you can't articulate what you need/want/feel, and it wouldn't help anyway because it feels like they can do nothing.

So I go back to this: *hug*

[vicar.livejournal.com]

(thank you for hug)