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May. 26th, 2014 06:43 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vicarzWoke up, cold-brew coffee'd, and scanned some employment law firms that do fed employee work in the dc area. Linkedin showed openings at firms I've never heard of (all by Farragut North). Absolutely uninspiring. I've known too many complainants and appellants, and can't imagine having to deal with them routinely as my clients. I could work for the private sector, but it would almost entirely or for a vast majority of my work be for the employer.
This morning as coffee does or does not creep into my system I'm rattled with guilt because after hitting the farmer's market yesterday and trolling 2nd chance, I came home and did nothing. I didn't redesign any rooms, I didn't grocery shop, I didn't work out, I didn't sneak work for free, I didn't arrange my portfolio, I didn't do any work. I watched god-awful tv, I listened to my radio show, I played old video games.
I feel really burnt out, tired, but can't point to a reason why. Then I wonder why I feel this way - what's wrong with a whopping 4-8 hours of a holiday weekend not being "booked" with work?
What's with the constant introspection anyway?
This morning as coffee does or does not creep into my system I'm rattled with guilt because after hitting the farmer's market yesterday and trolling 2nd chance, I came home and did nothing. I didn't redesign any rooms, I didn't grocery shop, I didn't work out, I didn't sneak work for free, I didn't arrange my portfolio, I didn't do any work. I watched god-awful tv, I listened to my radio show, I played old video games.
I feel really burnt out, tired, but can't point to a reason why. Then I wonder why I feel this way - what's wrong with a whopping 4-8 hours of a holiday weekend not being "booked" with work?
What's with the constant introspection anyway?
