..... only four days? I think it takes me about 4 hours. I crash and then when I wake up, I wonder, "now what?" and nothing seems worthy of my time or understanding of my mood. Maybe that doesn't describe it correctly, but today I am feeling stir crazy and feel some comfort in reading about your's. ..... Hmmm, maybe some of the drama won't need to be drama anymore. It just won't have the same relevance and, you know, that's okay. There's no need to hold onto issues that don't really feel like issues anymore.
.... Oh my god, I'm giving unsolicited advice. Well, you probably expect it from me. I'm in Toastmasters now and have learned one major thing about myself....I consider everything a learning opportunity or a teaching moment. What's the point of talking if I'm not learning or teaching? Every presentation I've given so far is described as "informative." I want to give another type of speech, but for the life of me I can't visualize a presentation that has any other purpose (no topic comes to mind). I feel like a lost cause and that I will always be a "mom" in life. No wonder I don't want kids. If I feel responsible for the world, how could I possibly add another person to the mix? Wow...I really wish I was having fun instead of researching. Too much time to think...distractions are much better.
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Happy belated post exam Yippie!
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only four days? I think it takes me about 4 hours. I crash and then when I wake up, I wonder, "now what?" and nothing seems worthy of my time or understanding of my mood. Maybe that doesn't describe it correctly, but today I am feeling stir crazy and feel some comfort in reading about your's.
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Hmmm, maybe some of the drama won't need to be drama anymore. It just won't have the same relevance and, you know, that's okay. There's no need to hold onto issues that don't really feel like issues anymore.
.... Oh my god, I'm giving unsolicited advice. Well, you probably expect it from me. I'm in Toastmasters now and have learned one major thing about myself....I consider everything a learning opportunity or a teaching moment. What's the point of talking if I'm not learning or teaching? Every presentation I've given so far is described as "informative." I want to give another type of speech, but for the life of me I can't visualize a presentation that has any other purpose (no topic comes to mind). I feel like a lost cause and that I will always be a "mom" in life. No wonder I don't want kids. If I feel responsible for the world, how could I possibly add another person to the mix?
Wow...I really wish I was having fun instead of researching. Too much time to think...distractions are much better.