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vicarz ([personal profile] vicarz) wrote2004-07-15 07:56 am

Self-indulgent tripe!

I seem to have found my 'center.' I could be wrong, that's part of the magic. I don't care. I am happy. I feel grounded. I'm still running around doing something every damn day and not resting, but it's feeling like a healthier mesh of spontaneity and necessary planning. Now, it's entirely possible I'm inbetween states or about to crash on reality, who knows, but today - right now - feels pretty good.

I'm happy. Not like OHMIGODWE'REINLOVEWHEE happy (not stupid) but just kind of 'neato' happy. A calm mellow happy. No real reason to be happy, but life is a nice kind of good right now. No better or worse than a few days or weeks go, but things just feel nice.

Don't worry - I'm sure in a few days I'll return to screaming about how people with hair just suck.

early

[identity profile] transentient.livejournal.com 2004-07-15 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
but just kind of 'neato' happy. A calm mellow happy.

You mean you are....meato happy!?

Don't Worry!

[identity profile] seth6666.livejournal.com 2004-07-15 06:40 am (UTC)(link)
I know how anxious this happiness thing will be making you, so....

Don't worry! Life will start to suck again when YOUR SECOND YEAR OF LAW SCHOOL STARTS in the fall....

-S

(bringing you needles for your balloons....)

[identity profile] djpsyche.livejournal.com 2004-07-15 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
Mmmmmmm creamy center.

mellowy goodness

[identity profile] mercurialgirl.livejournal.com 2004-07-15 07:54 am (UTC)(link)
That's delightful; yay center.
(and yay life being a cyclical fucker)

[identity profile] chadu.livejournal.com 2004-07-15 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
Don't worry - I'm sure in a few days I'll return to screaming about how people with hair just suck.

Hirstute bastards. Fight the powah!

CU