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Pointless whining.
I'm not done being allergic after all. I was feeling much lower on the 'eh' scale that I said yesterday, thinking it was the tail end of my body recovering from that allergic reaction. I was wrong - by last night I had yet another two body parts swelling up for no reason. This means I don't know what is causing it. Shit. I'm limping slightly because I have the sensation of a baseball attached to the bottom of my right foot.
It's gorgeous outside but I have to study, I'm further behind, and I feel like Elvis-light: I took stuff for the allergic reaction that makes me tired, but I can't be tired so I'm having caffeine. My hands are shaking. I'm not sure if my shitty mood is from the drugs, the situation, or just misinterpreting body chemicals. I feel body shitty - I can't work out and I can feel my pants getting tighter. I always want to eat because the medicine hurts my stomach and food makes it better, but I'm gaining weight as I eat and don't work out.
Fuckity fuck fuck fuck. Back to w-w-w-work.
EDIT - Ha! I cheated! I went outside and studied on my laptop for about an hour. Not quite running around rambunctiously, but it will have to do for now. I was outside!
I'm not done being allergic after all. I was feeling much lower on the 'eh' scale that I said yesterday, thinking it was the tail end of my body recovering from that allergic reaction. I was wrong - by last night I had yet another two body parts swelling up for no reason. This means I don't know what is causing it. Shit. I'm limping slightly because I have the sensation of a baseball attached to the bottom of my right foot.
It's gorgeous outside but I have to study, I'm further behind, and I feel like Elvis-light: I took stuff for the allergic reaction that makes me tired, but I can't be tired so I'm having caffeine. My hands are shaking. I'm not sure if my shitty mood is from the drugs, the situation, or just misinterpreting body chemicals. I feel body shitty - I can't work out and I can feel my pants getting tighter. I always want to eat because the medicine hurts my stomach and food makes it better, but I'm gaining weight as I eat and don't work out.
Fuckity fuck fuck fuck. Back to w-w-w-work.
EDIT - Ha! I cheated! I went outside and studied on my laptop for about an hour. Not quite running around rambunctiously, but it will have to do for now. I was outside!