Oh damn, I hope not. Does it feel similar to when you first experienced the tear?

Tired of injuries. Maybe there is a god and he wants me to be just another fatamerican (tm).

I hear your frustration. I feel I know you well enough to believe that you would never be satisfied with that. Even if you're not able to do what you used to, there is still plenty you can do. I had to back off strongman and all that stuff because I didn't want to chance jacking up my other eye, but I still try to keep in the game.